December 2010
7 posts
blond moment...
cough cough….forgot to pick a word from the dictionary haha :)
….strike that idea….so far words like sinister….plummy, and gambrinus came up….sinister meaning more or less evil of nature…plummy meaning desirable….gambrinus is an old king said to have invented beer? …..lame.
ANYWAY…I still love him and he is the ONLY happiness in my life.
I...
I am indifferent?
BK is one confusing boy….maybe he doesn’t know how to react to someone actually telling him they love him…I don’t know…I’m so confused….
I am going to bed feeling indifferent….OH new theme/idea/knowledge enhancer…
from now on I will look up a work in the dictionary every day and use it at least twice a day.
I still love you babe, if you...
...this world is ridiculous.
Seriously what the fuck….why do I get shit on for trying too hard? Why do guys stop liking me because I’m too nice?????
Seriously I’m done.
12:15am
- Drew
My instinct...
Why is it that I feel he’s hiding something from me. Why is it that I feel like he secretly wants to be with his ex more than me. :/ It’s seriously eating away at my heart and my personality. I had a dream awhile back that I was working at target and I was on the salefloor or break room…wherever I was I was trying to text Brett and he just wouldn’t answer. It broke my...
Why? :(
The boyfriend doesn’t want me at his swim meet…I just really wish I knew why…I wish I knew what he was feeling. He tells me he doesnt want me to see him do badly, but honestly I don’t care how well or how poorly he does. I just like seeing him more than anything. He’s the only person I have ever met that can make me smile just from being around him. Just being able to...
Smiley :) :) :)
Honestly I am completely in love with this guy. :) :) :)
I am so glad we are honest and up front with each other. He is everything I could possibly ask for! Hopefully tonight he won’t be busy so I can drive up and see him….even if it’s just for a few hours. I just need to be with him more. I love him more than anything, everything and everyone. He’s my dream guy! :) I...
Life
I haven’t typed anything in awhile sorry tumbly :)
Anyway, I am dating him now and everything is going good, but I just really wish I could see him more than just once a week :/. I really wanted to go to his swim meet but he thinks I will be a distraction and he won’t do well….it just kinda hurts my feelings and I feel hurt that he doesn’t want me there. I guess...