If everything could be right then nothing could ever go wrong. I guess sometimes things go wrong for other things in our lives to go right.

It’s hard to believe in something when you find out it never existed.

The one thing that always makes me smile is when my dog walks into my room just to check on me :/. I love my puppy and I’ll be very sad when she dies :(

I died…who would be there? Who would care?  Who wouldn’t care? Death is something that I know will find me some day….but please before it does…let me be happy :/

God thank you for the amazing night :)

:) smiles.

God… I’m sick of the tests…I’m sick of the trials…only to come up with nothing all over again. I’m sick of people not being there for me when I would be there for them in a heartbeat. :/. I just wish I could be happy again. This is so difficult for me…I’m just not me anymore…and I wish I could be :/

Why do people have to be so fucking shady?! Answer a phonecall…answer a text…that simple.

I really feel like people are rude…like at least have the curtesy to say hey I can’t hang out tonight but how about such and such time? I really can’t stand people that try to avoid telling the truth…like my ex.

My roller coaster has been chugging along for awhile…I think it’s time for another loop de loop :)